Bismillah

Asalamo Alaykum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatoho

I hope you all read this email in the best of health and Iman Inshallah.

My dear brother Qalandar I forgive you for the sake of Hafidh Abdullah, we the Mureeds of Siddiqia have learnt one thing from our master Hafidh Abdullah, just under three weeks ago I was in Cairo in the blessed company of the great and noble wife of Hafidh Abdullah, I have never ever met a women who loves her husband as much as Hafidh Abdullah's wife, she never calls him by his name but calls him Sayyed Abdullah. I remember I said to her that Hafidh Abdullah was a Wali and she said indeed he was not only a Wali but a great one, she spend nearly all her time doing Salawat, reading Awrad and doing prays for her noble and blessed husband, infact she sleeps less than four hours a day and she is currently in her 80s Subhanullah.

I told her all about the Fitna that was happening and she told me some advise that Hafidh Abdullah told her, which was, "that if someone insults you, lies about you don't reply back and in return Allah will place an angel in your place who will fight for you and get your haq from such a person, she said one thing to me which I never believed untill I witnessed her great Karamat that those who lie about you, Allah will make them repent and ask forgiveness from you, I have witnessed such a great Miracle by brother Qalandar doing exactly what Hajjah said.

Brother Qalandar you must learn lessons from what you have done, what you did was classified as Salandar and is a major sin and is from the Hadood of Allah, Imam Nawawi in his commentary of Sahih Muslims confirms this, I give myself, you and everyone else this simple yet needed advice that if you have a problem with someone speak to them directly, don't attribute lies to them and don't every backbite against anyone.

Brother Qalandar by you coming out here on this forum, which I never asked you to initially and doing what you did shows how pure and sincere you are, it shows that you owned up to your mistakes and learned from them, I pray Allah blesses you, preserves you and gives you the best in this world and the next Ameen.

Please do not be ashame of coming face to face with me, how can we say we follow Tawassuf and are the Mureeds of Siddiqia and then have such behavior that is contrary to it teachings and path, I think a sister mentioned this in an earlier post.

I ask everyone to forgive me, pray for me and pray that Allah gives us all the ability to become better human beings and gives us the ability to follow the way of our noble and learned Shayuke Ameen.

With Regards and Salaams

Your brother in Islam

Muhammad Umar ibn Ramadhan alBudally