today two months ago now my best friend, my soul sister, and my heart
killed her self.
not an hour in waking has past since then that i havent thought of
joining her, every day that list goes through my head, overdose,
slitting my wrists, shooting my self, hanging, drowning, and the
newest and my favourite jumping in front of a train.
so why don't i, because i'm a fucking coward.
but i am so tired of fighting the depression day in and day out,
stopping my self over and over again from crying, screaming, and
grabbing that razor blade that you know will make it feel alot better.

will changing my diet make it better, will it make that go away
because if it wont, please tell me now before i get my hopes up.