As the most direct road to Strasburg, to
which I then intended to retire, was as shut up by the
wars, I had resolved to pass quickly by
Geneva, without staying longer
than a single night in that city. A
little before this, Popery had been driven
from it by the exertions of the
excellent person whom I have named, and
Peter Viret; but matters were not yet
brought to a settled state, and the
city was divided into unholy and
dangerous factions. Then an individual
who now basely apostatised and returned
to the Papists, discovered me
and made me known to others. Upon this,
Farel, who burned with an
extraordinary zeal to advance the
gospel, immediately strained every nerve
to detain me. And after having learned
that my heart was set upon
devoting myself to private studies for
which I wished to keep myself free
from other pursuits, and finding that he
gained nothing by entreaties, he
proceeded to utter an imprecation that
God would curse my retirement,
and the tranquillity of the studies
which I sought, if I should withdraw and
refuse to give assistance, when the
necessity seas so urgent. By this
imprecation I was so stricken with
terror, that I desisted from the journey
which
I had undertaken. —Calvin writing of his conversion at the start
of his commentary on the book of Psalms.