I have started a job, this time as a lab technician, two weeks ago and
already, I have stopped as the train to get there was late so many times,
and then I would panic and miss that one as well when I went home to check
everything, and so did not go in. The psychiatric service then phoned them
and said I would give up as it was too difficult to travel. And even at the
job, people would keep asking me things when I was trying to work and also
some of the younger people working there, thought it was very funny to tell
me, you aren't allowed to use that, or, you aren't allowed to go there, when
actually I had to to do the work (like, you can't borrow the alcohol spray
to sterilise the filters etc). How, can I find a job that people will just
leave me alone to get on with it? I thought it would be betterto work for
civil service as they are supposed to be 'positive about disabilities', but
they will not give me a job, and so the only people who will give me a job,
areprivate organisations which suddenly give you overtime at no notice and
can sack you just when they feel like it.
I really don't understand, what I do so badly that people won't give me a
decent job?
Luckily, I have enough money that I will do MSc in september so I don't have
to think about it for another year. Did anyone on this list get on to do
PhD? I think maybe that way would be better if I could, but I don't know
how you get the right subject? I would like to do studies on isopod
(woodlice) preferably but anything in biological science (except, NOT if I
had to work in a lab with about 15 other people all making a noise and too
hot). Is it easier if you get into academic instead of in industry work?




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