I talk to the nurse at the hospital their isnt any change at all  I really miss my dad so much I am really hurting  I havent been shopping for any supplys like stickers and stationery and pens I still have some on stock I wish  for more stationery and stickers  I been staying home to hear any news from my family about my dad I miss shopping too  I been stressed thinking about memory of how it was with dad voice in a phone  sad cant hear his voice again  sorry am crying   My hubby calls me at his work to hear how I am  He knows am not happy at all