it seems that io have now returned to this
club.... Iain has been gone for almost 7 months now and
somehow i find mysself reading the messages
again.....<br>Hannahs story...in a very selfish way (aas Usual) i find
that my loss was small compared to you...i have 2
healthy kids ...how lucky i am.<br>The missing the simple
things that bring the whole thing straight in your
face...yes ........mine at the moment is a song from
gabrielle..over you....i just sums up how i feel at the
moment.<br>Do i miss Iain? i have larnt not to miss him as
much....i miss the situation i was in before..i miss
listening to someone i love even though i was bored out of
my head in the work things..i miss someone looking
at me and loving me..i miss loving the hating
things. i miss being one of two and complimenting someone
so well..i miss saming a fool of myself and the him
telling me so...<br>its more the where i have been left.
then missing the person. i have accepted that he isnt
coming back..i have realised that the best is behind me.
but i cannot accept it yet....i have to learn to live
with knowing that i had my soulmate ....i do enjoy
thinking of the past and the times with him..its just hard
for me to accept that the future is going to be soooo
dullllll.