My husband died 5 years ago tomorrow. He had cancer and it was 4
years from diognosis to losing his battel. it is very hard, the
first year is the worst. coping with your feelings your kids feeling
and everybody else. my advice for any one going through this kind of
experiance is to take plenty of time for yourself, massage,
Atomatherapy, long baths, swimming, sitting in a sauna, cholate,
other people making you meals are just a few ideas it doesnt stop
the fact that you have to grieve put it does insure you come out the
otherside intact. It will change you as a person make you strong and
what trival things might have seemed important before are no longer.
it is possible to build a new life for yourself you never forget the
person you always remember you learn to cope with it and move on to
a new you.

Elizabethx