hello to all Members. I have just joined this group. My name is
Peter, I live in Scotland and I am 55 years old. I was married for 23
years when I lost my dear Wife and Best friend to cancer, at the
begining of the year. Although I thought I could cope, (Typical male
I suppose), I have found it extremely difficult to come to terms
with. I know that I am not the first and will not be the last, but we
had planned so much.

I have been told, "that the first year is the worst", but I cant find
consolation in that.

There are so many questions, but no one knows the answers. Maybe one
day we will find them. Till that day comes thank you for letting me
join.

Peter.