I think that my get up and go has got up and gone. I really want to
write tonight but I can't. This isn't writer's block - I know exactly
what I want to write - it's weirder than that. Everytime I pick up a
pen I collapse. My brain shuts down and I lose all energy but I don't
feel tired. Just like a cartoon steamroller has run over me.

I HAVE to get writing! I have to!

*Is on the verge of tears here*