Hi, Hope everyone had a good Christmas, mines
been lousy, the worst christmas I've ever had in fact.
I don't know if your all in relationships but you
probably know I'm married, we're in a kind of transition
period. Phil had to do almost everything for me up to 2
and a half months ago and now our relationships
changing, he's not my carer anymore. Trouble is the years
have affected us both plus my telephone relationship
with my friend who I'm staying with at the mo. Phil
has gone away to think about things and says he needs
some space. I love him so much and I'm so scared of
losing him. The OCD can go to hell, I hate it with every
part of my body. the fear of losing my husband has
made my fight against it even more determined as I
know we don't stand a chance with me ill. <br> Hi
medievalgrand, nice to have you back, glad to hear your Xmas was
ok. Sani.