After reading the brilliant book by Debrah Curtis,it seems that there
were many sides to curtis.It is weird how he could change his
perception to suit the needs around him,like when he goes back to his
parents and can act like butter wouldnt melt in his mouth.Or to being
a twat at home withe his wife and kid.One thing is for sure he
definitly wanted to die young,maybe to seal his own legend or was it
cause life was to depressing for him?